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 8/6/2009 7:11 AM
 

hey! new reader-i'm aimee.i love these four gentlemen-can't believe how much has happened to them in the span of a year it's crazy to see how far they've come.

great chapters.can't wait to see what's in store for madelyn!

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 8/10/2009 5:20 PM
 

Kells: Haha no she’s not having luck with the music thing… We’ll find out soon about Mike and Madelyn… Thanks for reading Kells! Love you!
Chrystal: Like I said to Kells, we’ll find out about Mads and Mike soon, promise! Thanks for reading Chrys, it means a lot! Love you!
Aimee: Thank you so much for reading! I know it’s crazy about Hs, unfortunately I became a fan just this summer after seeing them on tour with JB. Thanks for reading sweetie! Ps my name is Kerry.
* Ps to all my readers. There's a few story lines that I hope to develop throughout the ff. So if something isn't answered right now hopefully it will soon. Thanks for reading!
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 8/10/2009 5:21 PM
 

Ch. 3
After a fun filled day of shopping and just hanging out in downtown La, the two girls went back to their house for some dinner and to get ready for the party later that night.
While out during the day both Kellie and Madelyn bought new clothes that they were wearing tonight. Madelyn had bought this cute halter top that was white with red flowers. She was planning on wearing that with dark blue skinny jeans and red high heels.
Kellie had also bought a super cute shirt that she was going to wear that night. It was a grayish color and had sparkly beads on the top; she was going to look amazing.
Around eight after dinner and cleaning up their apartment a little, the girls decided to get ready. Kellie was going for a smoldering, sexy, and mysterious look, while Madelyn was going for a more natural look.
Kellie styled her hair in long lose and cascading curls since her auburn hair was pretty long reaching the center of her back. Next she put bronzer on her face before putting on her shirt and then working on her smokey eyes. After putting the finishing touches on her eyes she then put a natural looking gloss over her lips and added a little blush to her cheeks before putting on her black skinny jeans and black wedge heels.
Madelyn on the other hand left her hair how she had styled it earlier in the day which was straightened and then added a little mascara and eyeliner to her eyes, a little blush and a red lipstick/lip gloss to her lips after putting on her white and red halter top. It was white with red flowers. She then put on her denim blue skinny jeans and added red heels to the mix.
They both met up in their kitchen around 9:15, although the party started at 9, they were right on schedule. They didn’t want to seem over zealous so they decided to be a little fashionable late.
Madelyn felt like instead of being 25 that she was back in college filling her bag with two beers for the party. If she happened to need more she could easily just come home considering the guys lived just on the other side of the building. Also she wasn’t so sure how long she’d be staying; after all she was going for Kellie…. And ok possibly to hopefully see the cute guy from the pool.
“Picture?” Kells asked Madelyn as she held out her camera.
“Duh!” Madelyn said with a roll of her eye and a huge smile. The girls got as close as could be as Kellie had the camera an arms length away and they smiled as Kellie clicked the button and took the picture.
Of course the girls couldn’t stop at just one, so they took a few more with kissy faces and other stuff. Finally around nine thirty the girls decided it was a good time to head over to the party.
As the girls neared the guys’ apartment the sound of loud music could be heard as well as people talking and laughing. The girls decided instead of knocking that they could just walk in and as they did “Hey’s!” Could be heard all around. First Jason came over and started talking to the girls just welcoming them to the party, and telling them he was glad they could make it.
As he went off to get them drinks Michael came over. Madelyn could see from across the room as he made his way over to them. He didn’t even notice her, just kept his eyes locked on her best friend…
“Hi, I’m Michael.” He said as he finally stopped in front of the girls.
“Hi I’m Kellie.” Kellie said as they shook hands. He smiled a flirtatious smile at Kellie and turned to Madelyn. When he did he looked shocked and confused. Madelyn realized that he was confused, like he remembered her face but not her exactly, which hurt.
“Hey…” He said unsurely.
“Hi, I’m…”
“Here are your drinks girls.” Jason said as he handed the girls their drinks.
“Thanks.” Both girls said as they took the drinks from Jason and each took a sip. Kellie had asked for a cape cod (cranberry juice and vodka) while Madelyn asked for a margarita on the rocks.
“Oh! Jason this is really good!” Madelyn complimented.
“Thanks!” He said. They soon fell into an easy conversation, while Michael and Kellie slipped away to their own conversation.
Madelyn and Kellie had been at the party for an hour now. Kellie and Michael hadn’t left each other’s side the entire night.
Madelyn scoffed as she looked on to Kellie and Michael drunkenly flirting with each other, or at least tipsily flirting with each other. They laughed as Kellie bumped her head from getting the ping pong ball under the table. Michael was soon to kiss it better though as he cupped her face.
Maybe Michael did change… Madelyn thought as she observed the two. She just didn’t want Kellie to get hurt and it was a tough thing that Michael hadn’t recognized her like she did him.
Madelyn sighed as she took a sip of her Corona and looked at the view from the balcony she was on. It took her a few minutes but she realized that from this balcony that she was right across from her apartment and you could actually see into her bedroom. She shook those thoughts from her head
Alex sighed as he came home from the studio with Andy. Andy was super excited totally in the mood to party, while Alex on the other hand just wasn’t in the mood. Actually his bed sounded pretty inviting as of right now.
He quickly passed by party goers and made it to his room where he took his sweat shirt off and threw it on his bed along with his keys. He was really contemplating taking off his jeans and polo shirt and just wear his boxers. He sighed and started to unbutton his pants when he nearly jumped out of his skin seeing his balcony door opened. He decided to check to see if someone was out there and thank goodness he did. Sitting curled up with her knees to her chest was a cute girl with blonde hair. He couldn’t see her face but just the vibe she was giving off it seemed she was sad and innocent, almost looking for something and Alex knew then and there he wanted to help her. She was almost giving off the same vibe as him.
He quickly turned around and buttoned his pants before quietly making his way back out to the balcony.
“Hey, mind if I join you?” He asked quietly. Madelyn turned around and as he saw her face for the first time he couldn’t catch his breath, she was naturally beautiful. She shook her head no and turned her head back to the starry sky.
They were both silent for a few minutes not knowing what to say. Madelyn finally seemed relaxed and content, she didn’t know this guy, heck she didn’t even know his name, but she liked how she felt around him.
“Hi, I’m Alex.” He said quietly as he put his hand out.
“Hi, I’m Madelyn.” She answered as she put her much smaller and colder hand into his bigger and warmer hand.
“Nice to meet you.”
“Yeah you too.” She said with a soft smile before turning her head up towards the sky.
They were both silent just soaking in the feeling of the night and the quietness that surrounded them in contrast to the raging party inside. Without saying anything Alex stood up and started to make his way back inside.
Without realizing what she was doing Madelyn let out a little whine before covering up her mouth.
Alex stopped trying to decipher if he really just heard Madelyn whine when he was going back inside but he smiled and continued on his way only to come back in a few minutes with a blanket in tow.
“You cold?” Madelyn asked as he came back out with a blanket and involuntarily shivered as she asked.
“No, but you are.” He said with a slight chuckle as he draped the blanket over her.
“Thanks.” She said as she snuggled under it.
“Your welcome.” Alex said as he inhaled and looked up to the sky as well.
Throughout the night or really just the next hour to two just talked about anything and everything relaxing in each other’s presence.
They kept talking until Madelyn yawned a huge yawn.
“Am I really that boring?” Alex asked as he laughed.
“Oh no! No! It’s not you! I’m sorry! I’m just really tired and I’m really here because my best friend and roommate Kellie wanted to get me out of the apartment…” She finally stopped talking when Alex placed a finger to her lip to shush her.
“I was just kidding, relax there buddy.” He said with a laugh. “Don’t get me wrong I do want to know all about you and your roommate/best friend, but not now…. We’re both pretty tired.” Alex said as he yawned. “Come on, let’s go inside.” Alex said as they both stood up and he guided her by putting his hand on the small of her back and guiding and following her inside.
Once they were inside they both lied down next to each other as they continued to talk on Alex’s bed, both fighting sleep.
Around one when the party was dwindling down Michael and Kellie decided to go check on their two best friends not knowing where they were. Michael took Kellie by the hand as they checked the different rooms in the apartment. Finally they decided to check in Michael and Alex’s room.
“Aw!” Kellie whispered as she leaned into Michael and tucked her head under his chin. He softly chuckled and wrapped an arm around her waist and placed his hand on her hip.
“They’re so cute!” Kellie said a little louder this time.
Madelyn awoke from her sleep when she heard Kellie talking she quickly opened one eye and saw she was in Alex’s room and Kellie and Michael were watching her… or them seeing as Alex was curled up right next to her with his arm wrapped around her and chest pressed to her back.
“I’m surprised Mads usually doesn’t let people in this quickly.” Kellie said.
“Yeah and she usually goes for older guys.” Michael said. At that Madelyn tensed up… so he did remember she thought as she shot up out of bed when she heard him say that.
“Wait, how do you know that?” Kellie asked as she turned to him.
“What? What’s going on?” Alex asked as he shot up in bed right next to her. When Madelyn jumped up from what Michael said.
“Hello lovebirds.” Michael teased.
“Give it a rest Michael.” Madelyn said.
“I can still see you are a ray of sunshine, Madelyn.” Michael said back.
Alex and Kellie were now looking at each other like what the crap is going on… while Michael and Madelyn were glaring at each other.
“Mads you ready to head back?” Kellie asked.
“Yeah let’s go, thanks for tonight Alex.” Madelyn said as she got up.
“Um… no problem.” Alex said still thoroughly confused.
“See you guys later.” Kellie said as both girls turned to leave. Madelyn turned around and gave Alex a quick wave before leaving…
“See you tomorrow?” Michael asked Kellie as he walked them to the door.
“Yeah see you tomorrow.” She said back as the girls left…

This was going to be interesting…

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 8/10/2009 8:22 PM
 
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 8/10/2009 8:50 PM
 

Ahh Kerry I loved that chapter!

I actually laughed at the thought of me being drunk. I probably shouldn't be laughing at that but I did. Hahaha. I would be the one to hit my head on a table too. :P But Michael kissed my head...hehehe. xD

So Alex and Maddie really hit it off! That's good. Alex is so cute! I'm trying not to picture the "gangsta" Alex while reading this fic but for some reason that vision keeps popping into my head. Hahaha! "Mick Ross the slimest boss like dental floss, yeah yeah that's me." Silly boy.

Okay so Mike and Madelyn have history. I'm thinking they were together at one point and he hurt her. But I still want to know the background story to this whole thing! Blahh! :P

I can't wait to read more. Really...I can't. Hahaha. Love you!


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 8/10/2009 8:56 PM
 

Ahhhh!!! Kerr!!! Another chapter and we still don't know what's going on between Michael and Madelyn! Gah!

But awww... Alex and Madelyn... so cute! :D and oooooo... Kellie and Michael :D

Loved the chapter Kerr! I can't wait for more! You've got me on the edge of my seat! hehe

Love you!

Oh p.s. I just wanted to point out that like the first two paragraphs show just how much of a girl you are hahaha

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 8/11/2009 10:10 AM
 

Great chapter kerry!

obviously there's history between mike and madelyn-i can't believe he was a jerk to her.can't wait to find out the story behind this one

i can't believe alex didn't want to party-he doesn't seem like he'd be the one to pass up a party.madelyn and him were really cute, can't wait to see where this relationship goes!

did you see hs in a full moon crazy show too or just at the jb concert? they put on a great show either way

awesome chapter and can't wait for more!

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 8/13/2009 5:57 PM
 

Kerry!!!! I'm here! wooh :D

Hunny this is beyond amazing :D

i know you told you this already, but i love this line “Let’s go to bed.” Andy suggested. <----i will gladly join him hahaha

and the girls being 'Fashionably Late', perfect!

Gah Mike and Maddie...I'm intrigued!

Hahahah Kellie drinking, i got a giggle out of that too :D

And now, Mike and Kellie...and Maddie and Alex...and Mike and Maddie...gah the suspense is gonna kille me!!!!

Loved it so much hun, can't wait for more xD

Love you

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 8/13/2009 7:14 PM
 

Kellie: Hahaha please don’t visualize the gangsta Alex in this ff, because he totally isn’t hahaha. We’ll find out soon about Mike and Madelyn… I call them M&M for short hahaha. Thanks for reading sweetie! Love you!
Chrys: Thanks for reading Chrys! And yes I am a girl hahaha! Love you!
Aimee: You get the next part of the story of Mike and Madelyn in the next chapter… I just saw them open up for JB, I couldn’t get out of work… Thanks for reading Aimee! Ps did you see them for full moon crazy? And who’s your favorite?
Ais: Thanks for reading! Hahaha oh Ais, I love you and you’re dirty mind! Hahaha you’re the only one to get the reference! You should get a cookie for that! Thanks for reading! Love you!
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 8/13/2009 7:15 PM
 

Ch. 4
Madelyn stretched as she woke up with a smile on her face. Last night, last night was good, except for the whole Michael thing she thought as she stretched, got out of bed and opened her shades. Not only did she have a good night with Alex the night before but, she dreamt the music. Now that she was up she couldn’t hear or see it anymore, but it had been in her head, it was starting to come back.
Madelyn pulled open her shades forgetting you could see in her room from the balcony across the way (Alex’s and Michael’s balcony to be exact) and turned on some music from her laptop on high.
Alex sat on his balcony with a coffee in his hands. He was thinking about the previous night. Madelyn was a mystery to him and he wanted and needed to hang out with her more to get to know her.
As he thought more about Madelyn he happened to look across his balcony. When the shades opened he had to do a double take. He didn’t know that she lived across from him and that he could literally see into her room… He knew he should look away, but something drew him to her. He watched her walk over to her computer and then he had to laugh. Madelyn was now dancing around her room in a little tank top and her underwear (which were Boston red sox). One thing he had to remember about Madelyn- when getting to know her more, don’t take her out dancing. He continued to watch but only after a few minutes, Madelyn grabbed her stuff and left her room. Alex wasn’t sure what his plans were for the day but he now knew one thing, somehow during the day or night, he was going to hang out with Madelyn.
“So what was up with last night?” Kellie asked as Madelyn came into the kitchen after her shower.
“What do you mean?” Madelyn asked knowing full well what Kellie meant. “I wasn’t in the mood for partying so I went out on a balcony, Alex found me, we talked, and then fell asleep on his bed.” I answered.
“Well thanks for the low down on you and Alex, but I was talking about you and Mike…” Kellie said.
“Let’s just say, I knew him before you and I met, I don’t know him anymore, I guess people change.” Madelyn said as she dug into her bowl of cereal.
“Did you guys have a history?” Kellie asked.
“Yeah, I guess you could say that.” Madelyn answered.
“Are you ok… I mean if you still have feelings…”
“No!” Madelyn nearly yelled. “Sorry for my outburst but no, I have no feelings other than angry towards him now.” Madelyn said. “But if you like him, which I can tell you do, I’m going to try to put those feelings aside and be civil with him. I just want you to be happy Kells. But seriously if he does one thing to hurt you, I swear I will make sure he can’t procreate.” Madelyn threatened.
“Ok, thanks for that.” Kellie said as walked over to Mads and kissed her head. “I’m gonna take a shower.” Kellie said as she left the kitchen.
Madelyn finished her cereal and as she was about to put her bowl and spoon in the dishwasher someone knocked at the door. She quickly dried her hands and made her way over to the door. She opened it without looking who was behind it first.
“Oh, what do you want?” Madelyn asked.
“Hi Maddie! Great to see you! It’s a beautiful day out. Oh thanks for inviting me in.” Michael said as he walked through the door into Kellie and Madelyn’s apartment. Madelyn rolled her eyes but closed the door and followed him into the den. Without saying anything both sat down on the couch waiting for the other one to talk.
“You really don’t like me do you?” Mike finally asked breaking the silence.
“After what you did, can you blame me?” Madelyn asked. Michael didn’t say anything but looked down at his hands.
“Ok, I told Kells this earlier. It’s obvious my best friend is really interested in getting to know you more, so I told her and I’m telling you this now, I will be civil with you. No bringing up the past, no being snarky, and no connections or talk other than being civil, understand?” Madelyn asked. Michael just nodded as Madelyn got up.
“Where are you going?” He asked.
“Kellie should be out of the shower soon, you are more than welcome to wait here until she does. I on the other hand have work.” Madelyn said. She left the room only to go to her room and grab her stuff. Michael didn’t say anything as she passed him on the way out of the apartment.
“I’m sorry.” He said once she had her hand on the doorknob. When she heard him say that she hesitated. She was contemplating what to say. She couldn’t say it’s ok, because as of right now, it wasn’t. She could say me too, but she never did anything wrong… so finally without saying anything, she opened the door and left. She knew it was harsh, but right now, it would have to do.
Alex was wandering around his apartment bored… None of his roommates were there. Jay and Andy were at the studio finishing up on some tracks, Mike was out with Kellie (no surprise there) and Alex had nothing to do. He was thinking about taking a nap, but he wasn’t tired. He couldn’t focus enough to write music… and he couldn’t get Madelyn off his mind. So in his mind there was only one thing to do…
Madelyn sighed as she leaned on the counter at work. For a Saturday it was an unusually slow day at the flouriest and to tell you the truth Madelyn was sort of bored. She looked around the shop hoping for any sign of activity other than the bees buzzing around the flowers, but no such luck. Since she didn’t have anything else to do and Madelyn found it relaxing, she made her way over to the different flowers, phone in hand just in case it were to ring. She quietly walked around the different flowers taking in their different colors and shapes trying to decide what would go together.
She decided since it was a nice late summer day out that she would make her first arrangement with summer colors. She first started with a handful of white Peruvian Lilies. Next she started walking around and collecting Peruvian Lilies of pink, purple, and yellow to add to the mix. Once she had all of her flowers, she picked a vase (really just a bucket with water) to put the arrangement in and started to arrange it. For some reason this really relaxed her. Within ten minutes and finding an arrangement she liked, she had the different colored lilies spread throughout the arrangement. There seemed to be more white lilies than anything else, so she picked out a white ribbon and tied it around the bottom of the bouquet. She admired it once more before nodding and starting on her next project.
She was about to pick up another flower to make a different arrangement when the phone rang. She quickly put the flower down and picked up the phone as she walked back to her desk to write down whatever information the customer wanted.
Alex thought one way to impress a girl and get to her heart is through flowers, so like the gentleman he is, he went to the nearest flouriest to pick out flowers to surprise Madelyn. He walked into the flouriest and just looked around trying to decide what flowers to get for Madelyn.
“Ok sir, not a problem… Five bouquets by this coming Friday, we can do that.” When Alex heard her voice his head popped up, he knew that voice he had to make sure it was her though… Alex quickly looked up from behind the row of flowers he was behind.
“Ok, thank you, see you Friday.” Madelyn said as she hung up the phone. Alex looked quickly and saw her as she hung up the phone… yup definitely Madelyn. Great, he picked the flouriest she worked at to buy her flowers. Ok, I need to leave and quick without being seen or caught, Alex thought. He quickly looked up to see Madelyn walking back to the flowers she was previously looking at.
Without looking at where he was going, Alex quickly backed up getting ready to leave. He was in such a rush though he quickly backed up and before he knew it, he moved too fast, lost his balance and crashed into a bunch of flowers making water, buckets, and flowers go everywhere as he fell back. All hopes of him leaving unnoticed was just busted.
“What the-?” Madelyn asked as she quickly turned around. “Oh goodness! Are you ok?!” Madelyn asked as she raced over to Alex. From running over she quickly slipped on the split water and landed on the ground right next to Alex.
“I’m ok, are you ok?” Alex asked as a huge grin spread across his face. Madelyn couldn’t even answer him because she was laughing so hard, which in turn caused Alex to laugh as well.
Once their laughter subsided both got up, tried to dry off their wet clothes as much as possible and soon cleaned up the flowers, buckets, and water that had gone askew. Surprisingly it only took a half hour although both were a little achy from the fall.
“So what can I do for you dear?” Madelyn asked as the last flower was put back in its bucket.
“Um well, I came here to buy flowers obviously.” Alex said nervously as he rubbed the back of his neck.
“Ok for you? Mom, girlfriend?”
“No, umm I guess a girl I’m trying to impress.” If only Madelyn knew she was the girl, Alex thought.
“Ok, so how much do you want to spend here? Like are you going all out or is this something casual…” Madelyn asked
“It’s something casual. I want something that will brighten her day that will make her happy and feel good.” Alex answered.
“Ok, now I sort of have an idea of where to go with this, but I want you to help me please. I mean this is for a girl you’re trying to impress after all.”
The two walked over to the flowers deciding that they wanted a different colored bouquet. Alex immediately went for the daisies.
“What about these?” He asked.
“Oh, I’ve always loved daisies, they would be perfect since they’re nice and simple, and it wouldn’t imply anything.” She said as she pulled a handful of daisies out.
“Ok, what next?”
“Umm what about yellow roses infused in there somewhere?” Alex asked.
“Sure.” Madelyn said as she picked out four yellow roses and displaced them throughout the bouquet.
“That looks pretty good right?” Alex asked.
“Well it looks good, but maybe just add one more flower?” Madelyn asked.
“You’re the professional…” Alex answered. Madelyn took that as permission to add her flower of choice so she picked out a few purple button poms and added them to the outside of the bouquet.
“There.” She said as she held the bouquet out for Alex to see.
“Beautiful.” He answered.
She quickly brought the flowers to the desk where she added a purple ribbon and wrapped the flowers up for Alex.
“The total comes to $30.” Madelyn said.
“Ok, thank you so much for helping me.” He said as he paid for the flowers and took them in hand.
“Hey Alex?” She asked as he was about to leave.
“Yeah?”
“She’s a lucky girl whoever you’re trying to impress…” Madelyn said.
“Thanks Maddie… so ummm… do you have any plans for tonight?” He asked her.
“Um not that I know of why?”
“Would you like to hang out with me some more? Maybe go get something to eat or coffee? Somewhere we can talk?” Alex asked.
“Pick me up at 4? That’s what time I get off.” Madelyn answered.
“See you then, thanks again.” Alex said as he kissed her cheek and left the flouriest, his flowers in hand.
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